Saturday, May 19, 2012

Life's Important Lessons

     It's that crazy time of year again - Spring Performances with my music kids, Recital with my dance kids, End of Grade testing and general end of the school year craziness.  Over the past few weeks I have had so many moments where I felt that my brain was going to explode if I put one more piece of information in it.  Trying to keep five dances straight with transitions, groups, counts, and who was saying what line and singing what solo in four different performances of our Jungle Jam Kindergarten Program was making me feel insane.  I had notebooks with notes, clipboards with notes, papers with notes stuck in between the pages of a book, post-it notes with notes, and receipts with notes written on the back.  
     I was so overwhelmed, so naturally I decided to add one more thing to the mix - let's get my over-worked, under-appreciated, extremely tired and stressed staff together to Flash Mob our students and get them pumped for our big end of grade tests.  I was so surprised by the response from our school - nearly every single teacher, assistant, and staff member came out to learn the dance and support our kids.  We had so much fun laughing at ourselves trying to do the Running Man, Thriller, and Hamster Dance from the Kia Commercials (just to name a few).  Some teachers got together over the lunch the next day to practice and rehearse just to make sure they had all the moves down.  I even had staff members breaking out the moves in the hallway... for three glorious days the whole mood of our school shifted.  It felt like the first day of spring after a long, hard, horrible winter.  Who knew that trying to help out our students would be so beneficial to our own moral, mood, and energy, too?  
     And when the big moment came - hearing our students scream for us, watching them laugh until they started to cry, and seeing them explode into excitement and applause when we struck our final pose made it all worth it.  And not just the time it took to mix the music, plan the dance, rehearse, and teach it - but EVERYTHING was worth it for ALL of us.  
     Teachers work so hard.  And recently the amount of work that is required of them has tripled and our salary has remained the same for five years now... not even an increase to help offset the rise in cost of living over these past five years.  The teachers at our school work so hard, they love so hard, and they give so much of themselves each and every day for one reason - they care about these kids.  If it were about money or benefits or the calendar, trust me, we would find something else to do because NONE of that means anything when you see our paychecks at the end of each month.  Teachers stay because they believe in the beauty and possibility of each and every one of their students.  They stay because they care.  And the crazy thing is - it's often in the tiniest and silliest of things (like a Flash Mob) that we get our justification and gratification for what we do - for our year of love and hard work and dedication.  
     I can't speak for everyone, but I know that when the Flash Mob was finished - that feeling, that excitement, that love I felt between the staff and our students - that is the reason why I teach.  Our kids will remember how silly we all looked for years to come... and while that memory may not get them a passing grade or the resume to find a dream job, it does show them what's truly important in life.  Working hard, working together, and working with love.  And of all the lessons we teach, I think this one is the most valuable. (P.S. I am trying to get my hands on the recording of the FlashMob so you all can enjoy it!)

Friday, May 11, 2012

Playlist for Mom


I think Mom is the BEST EVER!  ...and she deserves a rock star playlist to accompany her special day.  Here's some groovy tunes just for Mom.  Because she rocks.
Happy Mother's Day to all the Magical Mommas out there and especially to my Mom.  I love you!

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Small Acts

     I was unloading my cart at the grocery store yesterday afternoon when a stranger who was walking his empty cart back to the store stopped and waited until I was finished unloading and then took my cart to walk it back for me.  Such a small act.  But it had such a profound effect.  It made me acutely aware of how closed off I can be from the rest of the world.  I talk about our universal connection all the time - and try to live that way to the best of my ability - but most days I am falling so short.  I think we get wrapped up in the idea of interconnectedness as feeling empathy when people are going through a huge life crisis, or making a large impact through big acts, or taking a stand against violence in a foreign land by signing a petition.
     These are all important and necessary acts, but our interconnectedness means so much more.  Look around at the people right here - right now - who needs your love and compassion in this moment that is RIGHT HERE?  Spreading your love and compassion throughout the universe doesn't have to be only in big, grand gestures or global intentions (although, those are fine ways of spreading love, too) but can be in the tiniest acts of kindness we are all capable every day.  Wait ten more seconds to hold a door open for the mom with the toddler in one hand pushing an infant in a stroller with the other.  Pay for the person's coffee in the drive through line behind you.  Pick up that stray piece of trash the person in front of you dropped (on accident, of course).  Pull over and pick up the turtle in the middle of the road and help him cross to the other side - our love is for ALL living beings, not just humans, and you can afford to be 5 minutes late this time, I promise.  And grab a stranger's cart in the parking lot.
     You have no idea how something so little can transform someone's day.  It may inspire them to be a little kinder and gentler to the people around them.  One small act can send a shockwave of love and compassion all around the globe.  You can be so infinitely powerful.  Be aware of how closed off we can be to the people around us - traveling in our bubble of thoughts, emotions, feelings, and lost in our own world of want and need.  Open up to the people around you.  Look at the person beside you and see them as an extension of your own being.  We are all connected.  Helping the other helps you.  Try to devote one day to being open and sharing your love.  What little way can you make a difference today?  I love you!

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Love, Love, Love


Beautiful song from Of Monsters and Men.  You can check out their entire live show at the Music Hall of Williamsburg here.  Their new album is completely stunning.  Happy Music-ing! 

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Santa Monica Yoga Tour

I just returned from a soul-full little mini-tour of the yoga world out in Santa Monica, California - 6 classes in 4 days!  I always think that if I could do yoga all day, every day, it would be so much easier to be the "me" I aspire to be ALL of the time.  It's so easy to feel my connection to the universe and all it's beings when I'm on my mat... to radiate love with an open heart.  Spiritual health is just like physical health - the more you practice, the better you feel - the stronger you become.  And consistency is the key to that strength.  It's hard to believe that my true yogic journey started less than a year ago (at Wanderlust in Vermont with my Sistah!).  I am forever thankful for the focus it brings to my life and for it's ability to help me reveal my own inner compass and be open to the grace of God, the beauty and perfection of the universe.  It's with a full, full, full heart that I offer gratitude for the ability and means to experience this little adventure.  My wanderlust is such a strong pull in my life... if I could be a professional traveller, I would!  I can't travel enough... and when I do get to travel, I often have this pang of sadness for not being able to travel more.  But this trip was a little different.  On this trip I was able to be mindful that someone is always completely happy with less than I have... there is no reason I should not be completely happy with the pure abundance of my life.  In addition, I am also so thankful to have had the company of two truly amazing women with me... my best friend and momma, Aida, and our family friend, Jerry.  These two women were so patient with my yoga schedule and true travel warriors!!  The trip would not have been complete without their company, laughs, and support.  Life is so good... tomorrow I start the final countdown to the school year that includes a Kindergarten Music Program (x4 this year!), end of grade testing (yuck!), preparing my 5th graders for their Graduation Performance, Recital with my dancers, the spring craft fair craze with Music Teachah Designs, and so much more.  I'm ready... let's do this!  I am sending you pure love and joy.

Flowers on the cliff overlooking San Pedro Beach

Getting to catch-up with my favorite west coaster - Maurice!  Look for this talented dude on "General Hospital" soon!!

I realized how deeply my soul longs to live in Santa Monica when I found this painting on a wall... love and light!

It's true... how could it NOT be true?  YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!

This is the sequence of trying to find my balance on a cliff overlooking the Pacific.  The wind gusts were INSANE, really, my balance isn't THAT bad :)

Monday, March 26, 2012

Weekend Frenzy

Crazy, amazing weekend full of so much abundance and love! Thursday and Friday I had a wonderful opportunity to sing with Ben Folds and the NC Symphony. Words can't even express how much fun that was... It felt so great to be singing and performing again. But probably the greatest part of it all was having my parents, friends, and brother and his family all there to support me. Even though Baby Isaac slept through the concert, it sure made my heart happy to know that he, too, was a part of something so special for me. I am often aware of how incredibly lucky I am to have such a wonderful family, and this weekend was no exception. These people make my life so full and freaking AMAZING!!! I got to wrap up the rest of the weekend with some great family time. My brother and his wife came out to Wendell on Saturday morning to Run for the Pig and raise some money for my school. I even managed to find some time to get some forest therapy on a hike with my favorite girl - Lily! Whew. I think I need a weekend to recover from my weekend. Here are some snapshots... sending you love!
















Monday, March 19, 2012

Soundtrack to Spring



Here's a little playlist for you to celebrate the Spring Equinox, which happens tomorrow, March 20th.  Maybe you'll feel a little more balanced as the earth tilts neither towards or away from the sun on this day and our night and day are pretty close to 12 hours each.  It's also the first day of spring!  Delight in this beautiful time of rebirth... and jam out along the way.  Happy Spring! xo